My heart aches with sadness today.
It's been aching for weeks.

I miss my family.
I miss what my family used to be...

I keep reminding myself everything happens for a reason.
So far life has proved that to me. It's what keeps me going.
But why is everything upside down right now? ...only time will tell the reasons for this.

I will explain more when I feel a bit more cheery

My husband and his best friends from middle school or is it high school?? They are a odd bunch. There's the "alcoholic" the "fuck up" the "hypochondriac" and the "maybe gay one"..and then there is my husband....the most amazing man I've even known. He is truly a great man. Intelligent, compassionate, and loving.
Now don't get me wrong- he has his faults,as we all do.
The greatest thing is we accept each other exactly how we are. That means I can be as weird as I want...

We play team trivia twice a week, for gift certificates, at two different sports bars. It's great fun...the guys and I make a very strong team..everyone has knowledge of something.
We also play Hold'em 2, sometimes 3 nights a week. They taught me how to play, and I think some may regret it...as I tend to kick some Hold'em ass!

Do you ever have those days were you seem to be stuck in the past?

Well here goes nothing...
I spend so much time reading about the lives of others, I thought it was about time you read mine.
This will be the first of many posts
As I sit here in front of the computer my mind goes blank , maybe it's first blog jitters, who knows...

Last night my guys and I took 1st place in team trivia- woot-woot..but that's really not uncommon. The bar hates us, we always win. Tomorrow night, a different bar and poker at my house! Should be a drunkfest.

I think about sex so much I wonder if I'm not like most women.
I woke to wonderful sex this morning, what a great way to start the day.
I can't wait until its warm enough to lay out, mindless dayz by the pool...
Thanks for reading
Until later....