I should switch this to the adult category?

I'm so in love with my husband!
He's my hero, my best friend, my absolute everything.
I worry so much about him getting deployed. I know there are thousands and thousands of women dealing with it and making it through just fine, but the thought of it breaks my heart.

I share things with him that I wouldn't have dreamed of sharing in past relationships...like a hot shower with Nicole. Yes, Nicole, she is our lil side girl. How did we end up in the shower...well after a looong night of poker at the bar, and shots...and back to our house..we jumped in the pool and needed to warm up afterwards.
Wait ...Wait...back up-
How did we meet Nicole?
Well, about 6 months ago or so we started playing poker at a local sports bar. Nicole is a cocktail waitress there. I've had my eye on her since that first night. Hubby would call her my girlfriend, and make comments about us sharing her. It wasn't until right before Halloween did things actually come out. All the cocktail waitresses were dressed as naughty school girls for Halloween. Nicole added thigh high fishnets to her uniform YUMMY!! I made a comment to her how hot she looked, as she dropped off my beer at the poker table..she winked back at me. Well one thing led to another and after poker we were sitting with her and her sister doing shots at the bar. After we all were good and buzzed,we invited them back to the house for more drinks. Nicole got the crazy idea to jump in the pool, , yeah in October! Brrrr anyway, she undressed poolside, yum, and I followed. After we just about froze to death, we decided to get in the shower for some thawing out.
So the two of us rushed to the shower, kissing the entire way.
Hubby made some small talk with her sister then joined in the fun.
Hubby on his knees pleasuring both of us, while we stood content enjoying eachothers long wet kisses.

More later..must rush off..
Any questions?
To be continued

~T~

Its been awhile since I logged in to write, and I mean a looong while.
Although I get my email every day and still read my favorite blogger Sir Cranky!! Hi Sir Cranky!! Hope you're reading this...but probably not =(
I tend to be wishy washy about blogging-

New Years Resolutions:
Drink more water!
Blog often ( I need the therapy)

Last night we stayed in..hubby had to be at work early this morning. His team is working one of the bowl games today (anti-terrorist team)
I didn't watch the ball drop this year, first time in years I've missed it. Oh well..

I've been cleaning up the house and getting it back in order after the holidays..lots of family, parties and kids in the house! I love it though.
Took the ornaments off the tree, but leaving the lights on for hubby to take off...a spider has made a millions little webs in the tree and it was giving me the creeps!

Hubby and I have a new girlfriend...well sorta..but I will save that for another blog...
Off to make a pot of coffee, or maybe a nap..haven't decided which I need more.
~T~

My heart aches with sadness today.
It's been aching for weeks.

I miss my family.
I miss what my family used to be...

I keep reminding myself everything happens for a reason.
So far life has proved that to me. It's what keeps me going.
But why is everything upside down right now? ...only time will tell the reasons for this.

I will explain more when I feel a bit more cheery

My husband and his best friends from middle school or is it high school?? They are a odd bunch. There's the "alcoholic" the "fuck up" the "hypochondriac" and the "maybe gay one"..and then there is my husband....the most amazing man I've even known. He is truly a great man. Intelligent, compassionate, and loving.
Now don't get me wrong- he has his faults,as we all do.
The greatest thing is we accept each other exactly how we are. That means I can be as weird as I want...

We play team trivia twice a week, for gift certificates, at two different sports bars. It's great fun...the guys and I make a very strong team..everyone has knowledge of something.
We also play Hold'em 2, sometimes 3 nights a week. They taught me how to play, and I think some may regret it...as I tend to kick some Hold'em ass!

Do you ever have those days were you seem to be stuck in the past?